December 2007

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Happy Crimbo!

For all of you out there who are enjoying the festive holiday, best wishes to you and your family from me.

Merry Christmas. :)

I’ll come back to normal around New Years, and hopefully be more up to date with things. :)

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I’ve come to a realization that I need to do something new to me to get enjoyment out of my own life. Doing the same thing over and over again leaves me feeling frustrated with myself, and frustrated with the people and things around me.

At some point in the future, I need to go somewhere new, or do something that is exciting in a good way. Maybe I should get on an airplane and go somewhere, just to make myself get over my fear of heights. Maybe if I do that, I’ll even get up and walk around on the plane. They do, after all, recommend walking around on the plane for long flights to help prevent blood clots from forming in your legs. That’d be new for me to do, but it scares me at the same time.

I guess it’s me being bored with Tampa itself…

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Deer Diary…

It’s been a while, humanity.

I kept wanting to blog for a while, but each time I wanted to do it, something would keep me from doing so. Little did I realize that it was a configuration mistake on my part that caused the majority of my issues.

I’ve had a lot to write about, too. I went in for that adenosine thallium stress test. I want to never experience that again. The thallium goes in smoothly, with no issues. It’s the adenosine that’s the bugger. It felt like someone had just turned loose millions of malfunctioning nanobots into my bloodstream, and they were all exploding ten times a second. The pain was so terrible that my chest couldn’t contain it all — I could physically feel the pain backwash into my arms and down into my hands.
As embarrassing as it sounds, I was crying, begging for them to stop it. It was like every single nerve ending had a cheese grater running over it. That was the longest four minutes of my life.

I think I may have a merrier Christmas this year than I did last year — I actually feel fairly happy this month, with all health issues aside. Heh, Santa may even come for me this year, and give me something fun to play with.

Calling it quits for today,
Xee!

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